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Just a 13 year old girl trying to find her place in this world.
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Friday, January 14, 2011

I Tried Too Hard And She Tore My Feelings Like I Had None...

Soooo today, I have decided that I will not be mean to anyone anymore.
Everyone has feelings, and most of us knows how it feels to be picked on, to lose a friend, to be laughed at, to be called ugly, or fat, and so on. I know I know how it feels with all of those things.
I know am not the prettiest girl ever or the smartest girl ever, and I'm not one of those chicks that are like "Haha I'm gonna post my status as 'I'm fat.' or 'I'm so ugly.' just so I can get attention and be called pretty! Haha!"
No. That''s called being an attention whore. Hahaha. Time for confessions. Honestly, I don't think I am pretty at all, and I'm 'thin' but apparently I'm not 'thin' enough for myself.
All those people who go on formspring, and sit there and make anonymous comments about how ugly I am (mostly on my exboyfriend's), You know, it really hurts me and kills my self-esteem. Confession time- . I always feel like like I'm not good enough. Ya' know? Bleh. Hm. I try and I attempt, to get myself through all the negative comments with - "Haters gonna hate, and those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter." But sometimes, that's just not good enough.
This post has been all over the place.
But I'm gonna be considerate of other's feeling and just try my best to boost their self confidence even if nobody's even thinking to boost mine. The most weak people, are the ones who seem strong. And that's most definitely me.